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December 11th, 2006 10pm 12/11/06 [ ] Last Thing I Heard Tonight baby, I'm serious. like, never in my life have I felt like this. ever. you're my world. I know. I know that for a fact. I want to like, to touch you, hug you, kiss you, be with you, marry you, have your babies, make lots of money, support you, grow old with you. I want you to be mine and only mine. ya know? And With Those Words My Fate is Sealed Maybe Just Maybe She'll Be Different But I'm Not Holding My Breath 3 talk

November 23rd, 2006 10pm 11/23/06 [ ] [ music | First Blood - First Blood ] Gotta Love Being One of the Boys Again. . 3 talk

November 12th, 2006 10pm 11/12/06 [ ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ac/dc ] So Tongiht I had a Conversation with a Close Friend We Talked About Basically Everything and Anything You Could Think of One Particular Subject Left me Kinda Jealous of Someone I Guess You Could Say How a Guy Can be a Complete Dick to Anyone and Everyone hes ever encountered Especially in his relationships But Even though he treats people and his girls the way he does He still is always given the benefit of the doubt and countless chances I guess im not jealous soo much as I am just wondering How He Does It As Well As What the Fuck I'm Doing Wrong 1 talk

October 23rd, 2006 9pm When Pigs Fly [ ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Lean Wit It Thizz WIt It - Bay Area's Finest ] Soo Me And Eric Are Friends Again. . . 3 talk

October 22nd, 2006 8am [ ] Need I Say More? 2 talk

October 13th, 2006 5pm [ ] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | La la Lie ] So Good To Know I have Self Control And Don't Get Caught Up in the Moment . . . not 2 talk

October 11th, 2006 5am Going on the 11th Hour [ ] [ mood | hopeful ] Hes Staring Out the Window Watching Every Car Pass Not Noticing A Single One Hes Lost in His Head Somewhere Between Childhood and Adulthood Not Sure Which Way To Go Stuck on Every Turn Hes Took and Bump in the Road Yet Hes Anxious to know What Life Has Still to Offer Happiness Sadness Memories to Cherish And Ones to Forget New Reasons to Smile New Reasons to Cry New Faces to Greet New Places to Be But Hes Scared He Doesn't Think Hes Ready In Fact He's Not But He Doesn't Have A Choice He Has to Continue On Doing the Best He can Not Knowing Exactly Where Hes Headed He Just Knows Hes Going There And Finding Every Silver Lining In Every Cloud Along The Way To Keep that Often Taken for Granted Smile on His Face All These Things Running Through His Head While People Just look and Scold Saying "That Boy Doesnt Think About His Future" How Little do They Actually Know. . . talk

October 10th, 2006 2pm [ ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Into the Airwaves- Jack's Mannequin ] Saturday Im Going to SF Not Sure How im getting there who im going with or what to do once im there I just know I am 1 talk

October 9th, 2006 6pm 1009 [ ] I Hate Getting Myself Into Situations I Dont Want to be in just Because I cant open My Fucking Mouth And Say What I Think Thursday Someone Save Me From a Horrible Time =-/ 4 talk

September 26th, 2006 8pm Dear. . . . [ ] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Ass Shaker- RJA ] Farmiliar Faces Thoughts Fears Anxiety All Blurred By a Bottle The Comforts Found In Every Sip And Every Hit The Smoke Fills Your Lungs Carrying You Further From The Truth and Closer to a False Sense of Security Leaving You Wishing For A Better Tomarrow But Settling for a Clouded Today Causing You to Loose Touch With Reality Your Friends And Even Yourself But Thats Exactly What You Want. . 1 talk

September 23rd, 2006 6pm Chapter 4 [ ] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | American Hi Fi- Flavor of The Week ] The Same Situation The Same Feeling The Same Line The Same Reaction The Same Reason To Realize My faults Re-live My mistakes Regret My Choices Forget The Past Or Do I Accept The Truth Shake Myself off Learn from the Memories Hightlight The Good Scratch Out The Bad Write the Final Words Turn the page and Start A New Chapter On This Book We Call Life. . . 1 talk

September 20th, 2006 8am 0920 [ ] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Glazed Over Eyes Dont Lie -SLFM ] I Can't Make up My Mind I've Had This Thought In my Head for Quite Some Time Now. . . Just Give Up & Go Back to What I was Comfortable with But With a New Outlook, Thought Process & Possibly Distaste for The Very Things I used to Be OR Continue to Change Finish what was Started Forget the Past Forget the People Forget the Scene Forget Everything I once Defined Myself By & Stat over new Bringing With Me Only Memories, A Hand-full of Friends & High Hopes for a Better, Happier Life I guess its all a Matter of How Much I want to Put Myself Out there Really. . . 3 talk

September 12th, 2006 3pm Just My 2 cents [ ] [ mood | content ] [ music | Thrice-Artist in the Ambulance ] Alright So today was a very unique day Yet was Like any Other Day I did all the Things that i now nomrally do But Different in the sense that I did something out of the Norm As Well for Me Anyways I was sitting in class reading My Book I cant seem to put down now and I kind of lost my thought process and started going off in other areas I started reflecting about how much my "Norm" has changed over the past couple weeks No More going to shows every Weekend No More screwing Around at some kids house i just mett 5 minutes before they start taking shots No more crazy storys to tell on monday about my weekend No More Watchin People make choices that affect more than just them without any hesitation Even though most of those things are now missing from my life, I can't say I miss any of it I Think. no actually I know I found something better Found a New group of Friends that well i've come to realized Im a lot happier with O and I also Met a Girl Shes Amazing Everything a Guy Could Want Gorgeous Eyes Gorgeous Smile Smart So Sweet...well most of the time lol Even Though it may seem that at times she makes me do things to Better Myself I'd rather not to Secretly I think I i like it It shows that she Actually Notices Things about me as well as Cares I guess im still adjusting to that Im just so used to People constantly judging me and looking for anything to throw in my Face and I have to say its So Refreshing Having Her In My Life Now Well thats basically whats been on my mind today in a nutshell 3 talk

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